I'm being a stalker.
Goddamn.
I'm throwing in the "goddamn" just because I know she hates it. I stopped saying it, out of respect for her. But you know what? I don't believe in god, & if there is one, I doubt he'd take it personally. So I'll say it all I want, & you can suck it.
GODDAMNITT.
Where was I.
Oh yeah, the stalking.
You'd think that if it's so easy to drop someone from your life, you wouldn't be stalking their myspace via someone else's account (yeah, I was mad enough to delete her from my friends...which is pretty fucking hardcore in teenage girl world) or reading her blog constantly hoping that there would be some hint that I lingered at all in her mind.
There's not.
I don't care. I don't. Really.
But I wish it wasn't that easy to forget me.
No matter how furious I am,
I wish I meant more than I do.
Goddamn.
I'm throwing in the "goddamn" just because I know she hates it. I stopped saying it, out of respect for her. But you know what? I don't believe in god, & if there is one, I doubt he'd take it personally. So I'll say it all I want, & you can suck it.
GODDAMNITT.
Where was I.
Oh yeah, the stalking.
You'd think that if it's so easy to drop someone from your life, you wouldn't be stalking their myspace via someone else's account (yeah, I was mad enough to delete her from my friends...which is pretty fucking hardcore in teenage girl world) or reading her blog constantly hoping that there would be some hint that I lingered at all in her mind.
There's not.
I don't care. I don't. Really.
But I wish it wasn't that easy to forget me.
No matter how furious I am,
I wish I meant more than I do.
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